PATIENCE

I was rushing to the end
But you're everything I saw.. again
I was hoping to pretend
I was knocking on heavens door.. my friends
But I was just a fool.. caught up in the game
Everything was cool.. believing in my name (instead of His)
And when the sun came out
I couldn't find the shade.. but I am not afraid
Of the light anymore

(K-OS)

just another change to the page.
I guess when you're looking for yourself it's only normal to be restless on the way
BLOOD to blue
Who knew I'd change my mind so much

I think who I'm looking for is you

1 time affair

I don't usually do this

but you know the type...

"Oh! oh! I want a lion too! Paint me one! I'm FAMILY!"

And....

I had a professor in college (I feel so old saying that) that once told me to never charge family members for work done. :-/

ALRIGHT! FINE. ;-)

........I have this other project that I'm supposed to be working on...

A PAID project...


Eh. I can't resist a request like this. She actually bought a canvas from the store and was like please paint ME a lion too!

...so I did


and a few hours later I gave it to her. It's 22x28 (she called that large) and it's been said that this one is better than the last (sorry bay. I think yours is still pretty awesome though)



Here's the finished product:


Enjoy world!

in the days of Radiohead

Somehow everything is changing. I just wish I knew what was going to happen next. What I really want is to express myself

(AND I CAN'T EVEN REALLY DO THAT HERE)

What kind of vow have we made that although we're not supposed to go back on, we do.
I hate being cryptic.

I think about what love is all the time. I mean, I live to love. But what I don't live for is waiting around for what I think needs to happen when it probably never will anyway and I'm left disappointed and disappointing. I don't want to let you down but I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU EXPECT FROM ME

if i consume this am I doomed? If i eat this will u see me differently? does it matter?

(i don't think so)

No one has anything important to say today.

(including me)

We're all just waiting for someone.

Me? I'm waiting for you to need me.
can't have enough of me.
just want to be around me.
wait for me to say it.
act on how you feel about me.

or at least i wish it could be easier for me to pretend its not hard (like you)

I'm not coherent when I'm think tired. You know that...

Video and Thoughts on and of the Art

PANS of the Art Factory

This blog entry's simple enough...

Come down the 4 or 5 stairs into the gallery, and start to your left.

That's good enough for now. I'm exhausted and unsatisfied. Better luck next time, I guess...

5 in Two

I dunno what insane goal I'm really trying to reach but all I cant
to do is be a part of something real. I don't interview well. I
say what I think sounds right. Man... I wish I could record what
I say to my boyfriend about my art. It's the realest I ever feel
like I'm being with myself. It'd probably sound less like "I'm looking
to join what used to be good music with what is good art" and
probably more like "I just want my stuff to hang in peoples homes".
Damn, that's it. Oh well. Next time...

Anyway, 5 paintings in two days... I dunno why I
procrastinated so long. I think I kinda like the rush of feeling like its
now or never. Maybe it's just my motivation or maybe its just
procrastination. I dunno. I knocked all 5 of these out in literally under
24 hours. I couldn't have done it without God (yes, I just thanked
God. lol) helping me to create something wonderful and fast please.

So check em out along with my progress...

(Someone ask me why I'm awake right now at almost 2am updating my blog? Wowie)

Ok, there are some people who want to see the spread at the show (cos I took a few pix). So, look out for my next post: Art Factory (June 9, 2010)

I said I'd post em...

So here they (better pix of my acrylic musicians) are...